Dear Frenchie, I cry daily, and I know you love that!! I miss you so much. Sometimes, it takes my breath away. This morning, I woke up and got ready to go to Blake and Chloe's for breakfast. We ate my favorite German Pancake, and Chloe made the yummy syrup. Zeek wanted to slow me his slimy something in the bathroom sink; he told me it was supposed to grow. Weslie hugged me tight; I had to hold in any emotion. I always try to be brave with the kids and grandchildren.
Today, Allyson Jones spoke in church about God's grace. It was like hearing you tell me about God's tender mercy and grace for his children. His son Jesus Christ died for all of our sins, big or small, but for some reason, as we go through life, we shame ourselves. There is no need for that; Christ died on the cross, and Heavenly Father gave His son for all our sins. I know the plan is set, but I miss you so much that sometimes it makes me mad that you and I didn't communicate better about our finances. You have always told me I would be cared for, but this is not what I wanted. I want YOU back.
Tomorrow, we meet with another attorney. I feel really good about Brian Holmn. Ron gave me his name, and another financial planner also referred me to him. But I've just heard that you must see a few attorneys before picking one. I would like to know what I should do after tomorrow, so I asked Brian, and Brother Arnold offered to help give me a blessing. I want to make sure I am making all the right decisions; a blessing will help you know that. But if I had one thing to say to you, it would be, WHY DID'N'T YOU HAVE A TRUST? If you can see us, I'm sure you are laughing and saying, "You're getting hot ... oh no, now you are really cold. Keep searching." If I didn't know you better, you wanted us to figure out this puzzle you left. Well, guess what? I'm not laughing.
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